Work time but must get out, audience at large.

I beat my depression. Boom.

I was wrong the whole time. It wasn't me trapped inside myself, but quite the distinct opposite. There was a very thick layer of grey over my brain functions and even memories, I've found. I'm remembering childhood memories that simply DID NOT exist in my brain for years.

So now that's lifted and I have access to SO MUCH stuff I forgot about. My skills. And I was also wrong about how long I've had depression, or rather how many things in my life it's been the root of. BPD.

It was BPD powering me all along. And so I have to be very careful as I approach the next step of my healing, because whereas with depression I was a danger to myself, I am now a larger danger than I have ever been to humanity as it pertains to the people entering and leaving my life. Calculation could very easily turn to manipulation and that's not my aim.

But's it's time to art. I can feel it. I have all this stuff inside me that I can use that I couldn't get to before. This could be great, I just have to be patient and careful.